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Sunny Disposition

by Cooper Russell

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1.
We don't say too much, mostly hellos and goodbyes If we spoke enough, our deep uglies would rise Something's thrived between us since we first laid side by side We're bottling our confessions, but everything'll be fine Just because I make some friendly conversation Doesn't mean I have a sunny disposition Oh, I know how this goes by now Oh, you'll end up hurt somehow You are not the first to grow attached this way I don't appear a hunter because I play the prey You feel something's off, but it's late to start We've shared too much fire, like two cigarettes in the dark Just because we had a handful of sensations Doesn't mean I have a sunny disposition Oh, I know how this goes by now Oh, you'll end up hurt somehow These moves have lost their charm, it's about time I split Put all this behind me, and learn how to commit Don't be bitter with me, in time, you would've done as such I've got plenty to work through, and you've got just as much Yes I know my habits could probably use some fixin' Guess I'll work on having a sunny disposition Oh, I know how this goes by now Oh, you'll end up hurt somehow
2.
Eggs 02:21
Don't know what to do with these eggs I could scramble them, maybe serve them sunny side up But at the end of the day I'm too distracted to be thinking how to cook up some stuff All I wanna do is lay In this joke of a winter time considering some ways to make up For all the time gone to waste You'd hope that I could multitask but I can't even think and make eggs I want to ignore that somethin' is missin' let myself enjoy the seasonal kissin' but breakfast should be simple, yet I'm staring at the pan maybe if I put a spoon in hand But I still don't know what to do with these eggs I could scramble them, maybe serve them sunny side up But at the end of the day I'm too distracted to be thinking how to cook up some stuff All I wanna do is lay In this joke of a winter time considering some ways to make up For all the time gone to waste You'd hope that I could multitask but I can't even think and make eggs It's eggs
3.
Black eye Tom, there's news to be told It's the part of your story where the edges unfold Where you ignored the truth that would scar your heart Oh black eye Tom, you two have grown apart Deep down you know why, and you've known it for long Oh black eye Tom, you can't right her wrongs It's best for us all if you'd stop hanging 'round her There ain't nothin' worse than a good liar And even though she was hardly a harlot You can't be so giving with your chest of churning garnet Oh black eye Tom, your eyes shine with tears I guess I can't blame you, after looking in this mirror Oh black eye Tom
4.
Surrounded by giants who aren't friend's of mine Too tall to look at, those small leaved limes Smiling they drown their liquor in one I would join but I'm too small to have fun Am I made for a life of Following purple loosestrife Festering a burst in my stockpile of muck They won't stop yelling and doubt that I am drunk Death's nails scoop flesh, but my feet are stone All her friends see that I've turned skin and bone I'm not made for a life of Following purple loosestrife Her bathroom mirror shows how far my eyes have sunk I hop into the front seat let the engines clear their gunk Fog chokes the wings, the plane starts to shake if we land early would it've been my mistake But the dance is finally done My heart will pump under the sun My heart will pump under the sun (x3) Alone
5.
Man in a coffin, man in the ground while you've been sleepin', world turned itself 'round You've been swept away, never you did crime you've been swept away, by the shores of time Man in a coffin, man under the dirt I hope it was easy, that you didn't feel no hurt We all think it was early for you to lose your breath and watch it flow in order, beside the gale of death Man in a coffin, man sealed away your courage has ended, your wisdom will stay The thread of your being finally curled The world gave you life, and your life meant the world I ain't much for gods, no I ain't much for powers I think that there's us and our worldly desires If you believe separate, by me that's alright But tell that to my friend down there, who'll never see our light again Man in a coffin, man in the ground while you've been sleepin', world turned itself 'round You've been swept away, never you did crime you've been swept away, by the shores of time
6.
Wish I could write songs about anything other than death But I can't go to bed without drawing the red, shaving off breaths; Each one so heavy, each one so cumbersome Each one a lead weight hanging between my lungs Spilling my guts Sweat on a microphone, breaking my voice Whenever I'm alone with you, can't talk but "Isn't this weather nice? Are you okay?" Should I go somewhere else and hide my face? A sprinter learning to wait A marathon runner, my ankles are sprained A marathon runner, my ankles are sprained
7.
With a group of lips that smoke And laugh about things they Will forget I want to steal away To the roof, for some Quiet dancing Nothing serious to experience Something not words that don't stick Something not words that don't stick
8.
I can almost see the first reality where we know what to be It's over a horizon a whole world without revision finally, the ultimate vision I hope one day it fills my eyes with all of the electricity flowing between you and me for now, it's sour grapes surely there's something wrong if we found a way to get along
9.
Gold hearts are growin' on sharp rocky shores I born blessed with earth am bronze to the core But I try oh I try to be silver and strong I'll live in denial, singing my Songs that I write for the people I know Wishing my little life had more to show Tell me I'm beautiful, make things alright It doesn't matter, it all fades to white Fade boy, fade Sleeping with an ignorance that shooed away the thought That I ought take care of the seeds I've been bought My bones bear their husks, my matrix their mistakes I could've learned, but here I am, singing my Songs that I write for the people I know Wishing my little life had more to show Tell me I'm beautiful, make things alright It doesn't matter, it all fades to white Fade boy, fade Inside a spiral bruise, the mark of a regretted ram The cold realization of the man that I am If I keep running, I'll fall, and I'll die I am just a boy who is meant to fade to white Fade boy, fade Fade boy, fade

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This is my debut album "Sunny Disposition".

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released September 17, 2017

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Cooper Russell Summerville, South Carolina

Musician out of Summerville, South Carolina.

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